this week is bad. real bad. counting back, it was today of last week which my ahma left us. she finally gave up the struggle. all the last 3 years, she had fought hard after her fall followed by a bad stroke. but she never gave up. 3 years passed and she finally decided to rest. she can finally have her happily-ever-after with ahgong. thats something to be happy about. at least. but its rather heart-warming to see all ah-ma's 4 sons and 4 daughters coming tgt to hold the funeral- which was rather grand. but the heart never stops hurting especially on cremation day. the entire family cried their hearts out. life's gradually getting back to normal. but its never gonna be the same. i officially lost both my maternal grandparents-whom which i loved all my life. life simply sux when you have to deal with death issues. the heart just continues aching. life's gonna be different with my dearest ahma.): this part of the song simply speaks my emotions for me.

爱让我 想起你的时候 泪禁不住滑落


可惜 你永远 都不会懂

this week is bad. real bad. counting back, it was today of last week which my ahma left us. she finally gave up the struggle. all the last 3 years, she had fought hard after her fall followed by a bad stroke. but she never gave up. 3 years passed and she finally decided to rest. she can finally have her happily-ever-after with ahgong. thats something to be happy about. at least. but its rather heart-warming to see all ah-ma's 4 sons and 4 daughters coming tgt to hold the funeral- which was rather grand. but the heart never stops hurting especially on cremation day. the entire family cried their hearts out. life's gradually getting back to normal. but its never gonna be the same. i officially lost both my maternal grandparents-whom which i loved all my life. life simply sux when you have to deal with death issues. the heart just continues aching. life's gonna be different with my dearest ahma.): this part of the song simply speaks my emotions for me.

爱让我 想起你的时候 泪禁不住滑落


可惜 你永远 都不会懂